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Thursday, January 27, 2005

Scream Of The Butterfly

by Acid Bath

A creature made of sunshine
Her eyes were like the sky
Rabbit howls like something old as we twitch to her lullaby
The scalpel shines in god's sunshine
Street lights whisper pain
Down here near the poison stream our god has gone insane
 
She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands into the sun she stares
She feels it die, I heard her cry (verse x2)
 
Like the scream of the butterfly
 
Sunshine a house in flames
She likes it where she gets it but it's never felt the same
Surgery in the house of dissection
When your candle burns out I will resurrect you
She runs through fields of daisies
Yeah it's just a shame that they eat their own babies
Who cares cause the air is free
When you get there will you kiss the dead for me?
 
There's blood on the moon and the summer is cold
There's love in the room but baby that's gettin' old
There's blood on my face sittin' on a dead shore
A highway of emptiness and I'm gettin' bored
 
There's blood on the moon as we plan our escape
The goddess in bloom, handcuffed and raped
There's blood in the bathtub, baby, murder the king
There's blood on the moon
There's blood on just about everything
 
Sunshine a house in flames
She likes it where she gets it but it's never felt the same
Surgery in the house of dissection
When your candle burns out I will resurrect you
She runs through fields of daisies
Yeah it's just a shame that they eat their own babies
Who cares? 'Cause the air is free
When you get there will you kiss the dead for me?
 
Something cold is forced inside her
A tear spills down her cheek
Stillborn songs of a dead dreamer
Hymns of the needle freak
With sunlight in her hair she smiles like she don't care
Her dreams are liquid blue
I cut myself again and again to remind myself of you
 
She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair
With blood on her hands into the sun she stares
She feels it die, I heard her cry (verse x2)
 
Like the scream of the butterfly (x2)
 
I met an angel with a sawed-off shotgun
Wanted by the FBI
We dropped some acid, killed our parents
Then we hit the road
Like the scream of the butterfly (x4)

 


Friday, January 21, 2005

you are supposed to mark the things you have done with a *

01. Bought everyone in the pub a drink
02. Swam with wild dolphins
*03. Climbed a mountain (sort of )
*04. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive ( lol, that was fun )
05. Been inside the Great Pyramid
*06. Held a tarantula ( my bio teacher has one )
07. Taken a candlelit bath with someone
*08. Said 'I love you' and meant it ( to my friends )
*09. Hugged a tree ( thought it would be funny )
*10. Done a striptease ( don't ask )
11. Bungee jumped
12. Visited Paris
*13. Watched a lightning storm at sea ( that was awesome )
*14. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise ( was really tired the next day )
*15. Seen the Northern Lights ( i know, in illinois too )
*16. Gone to a huge sports game ( a basketball game when i was little )
17. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa
*18. Grown and eaten your own vegetables  ( my mom wants a garden but doesn't like the work, so me and my siblings get stuck doing it )
19. Touched an iceberg
*20. Slept under the stars ( whenever i go camping )
*21. Changed a baby's diaper ( lol, i have 5 younger siblings )
*22. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon ( that was cooler than anything i had ever done )
*23. Watched a meteor shower ( watch these all the time )
*24. Gotten drunk on champagne ( lol, new years eve )
*25. Given more than you can afford to charity ( i'm a good person at heart )
*26. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope ( my sister has one )
*27. an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment  ( can we say foot-in-mouth disease? )
*28. Had a food fight ( MHS is good for that )
29. Bet on a winning horse
*30. Called in sick when you were not ill ( who hasn't? )
*31. Asked out a stranger ( always entertaining )
*32. Had a snowball fight ( umm, who hasn't? )
*33. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier ( lol, didn't do it myself, but i was with someone who did and he could have gotten fired for that one )
*34. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can ( when i am upset )
*35. Held a lamb ( i live on a farm )
*36. Enacted a favorite fantasy ( ... )
*37. Taken a midnight skinny dip ( ... )
*38. Taken an ice cold bath ( when the water heater thing wasn't working )
*39. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar ( conversation was about the meaning of life )
*40. Seen a total eclipse ( i am a weird science freak )
*41. Ridden a roller coaster ( i like adrenaline )
*42. Hit a home run ( was in softball as a youngster )
*43. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days ( it was hard, but it had to be done )
*44. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking ( all the time )
*45. Adopted an accent for an entire day ( that is fun )
46. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors
*47. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment ( every once in a while i do )
*48. Had two hard drives for your computer ( at WACC )
49. Visited all 50 states
*50. Loved your job ( once i did )
*51. Taken care of someone who was crap faced ( hard thing to do )
52. Had enough money to be truly satisfied
*53. Had amazing friends ( at one point )
54. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country
*55. Watched wild whales ( magnificent sight )
*56. Stolen a sign ( lol, i'm an adrenaline junkie )
57. Backpacked in Europe
*58. Taken a road-trip ( those are fun if you go with the right people )
*59. Rock climbing ( not with real rocks of course )
60. Lied to foreign government's official in that country to avoid notice
*61. Midnight walk on the beach ( romantic )
62. Sky diving
63. Visited Ireland
*64. Been heartbroken longer than you were actually in love ( lol, yeah )
*65. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger's table and had a meal with them ( always interesting )
66. Visited Japan
67. Benchpressed your own weight
*68. Milked a cow ( once )
*69. Alphabetized your cds (all the time actually)
*70. Pretended to be a superhero ( when i was younger )
*71. Sung karaoke (i sucked at it tho)
*72. Lounged around in bed all day (it was good)
73. Posed nude in front of strangers
74. Scuba diving
75. Got it on to "Let's Get It On" by Marvin Gaye
*76. Kissed in the rain ( romantic )
*77. Played in the mud ( when i was young )
*78. Played in the rain ( when i was young )
*79. Gone to a drive-in theater ( all the time )
*80. Done something you should regret, but don't regret it ( sadly, this happens to often )
81. Visited the Great Wall of China
*82. Discovered that someone who's not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog (that always sucks)

83. Dropped Windows in favor of something better
84. Started a business
85. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken (i had this marked, but it changed, so it is unmarked again)
86. Toured ancient sites
87. Taken a martial arts class
88. Swordfought for the honor of a woman
*89. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight (like 36 hours only stopping for bathroom and food breaks)
90. Gotten married
91. Been in a movie
*92. Crashed a party ( didn't like the people throwing it )
*93. Loved someone you shouldn't have ( seems to always happen )
*94. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy ( ... )
96. Had sex at the office
*97. Gone without food for 5 days ( i fasted for a week one time )
*98. Made cookies from scratch ( all the time )
*99. Won first prize in a costume contest ( when i was in second grade )
100. Ridden a gondola in Venice
101. Gotten a tattoo
*102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on ( lol )
103. Rafted the Snake River
104. Been on television news programs as an "expert"
*105. Got flowers for no reason ( that's always nice )
106. Masturbated in a public place
*107. Got so drunk you don't remember anything ( sad, but true and now i have a scar )
108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug
*109. Performed on stage ( for gymnastics and dance )
110. Been to Las Vegas
111. Recorded music
112. Eaten shark
113. Had a one-night stand (almost tho, it was bad)
114. Gone to Thailand
115. Seen Siouxsie live
116. Bought a house
117. Been in a combat zone
118. Buried one/both of your parents
119. Shaved or waxed your pubic hair off
120. Been on a cruise ship
121. Spoken more than one language fluently
*122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone ( ... )
*123. Bounced a check (actually, i overdrew from my checking account with my debit card, but its the same)
124. Performed in Rocky Horror
*125. Read - and understood - your credit report ( well, i am a business major )
126. Raised children
127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy
*128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour ( that was a good summer )
129. Created and named your own constellation of stars
130. Taken an exotic bicycle tour in a foreign country
*131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did ( sad actually )
*132. Called or written your Congress person (i do this all the time)
133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over (i want to bad)
134. ...more than once? - More than thrice?
135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge
*136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn't stop when you knew someone was looking (lol, like every day)
137. Had an abortion or your female partner did
138. Had plastic surgery
*139. Survived an accident that you shouldn't have survived ( scary )
*140. Wrote articles for a large publication ( fun )
141. Lost over 100 pounds
142. Held someone while they were having a flashback
143. Piloted an airplane
*144. Petted a stingray ( in florida )
*145. Broken someone's heart ( not on purpose )
*146. Helped an animal give birth ( gross )
147. Been fired or laid off from a job
148. Won money on a T.V. game show
*149. Broken a bone ( too many )
150. Killed a human being
151. Gone on an African photo safari
*152. Ridden a motorcycle ( when i was little )
*153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph ( my car )
154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced
*155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol (all three actually)
156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild
*157. Ridden a horse ( we own horses )
158. Had major surgery
159. Had sex on a moving train
*160. Had a snake as a pet ( i lived on a farm )
161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon
162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing
*163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours ( when i was sick )
164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states
165. Visited all 7 continents
*166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days ( great fun )
167. Eaten kangaroo meat
168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground
169. Been a sperm or egg donor
170. Eaten sushi
*171. Had your picture in the newspaper ( all the time )

172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime
*173. Changed someone's mind about something you care deeply about ( politics )
*174. Gotten someone fired for their actions ( it was time they left )
175. Gone back to school
*176. Parasailed ( fun )
177. Changed your name
*178. Petted a cockroach (during bio)
179. Eaten fried green tomatoes
*180. Read The Iliad ( english in high school )
*181. Selected one "important" author who you missed in school, and read it ( i like reading )
*182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them ( lol )
183. ...and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you
*184. Taught yourself an art from scratch ( creative streak )
185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating
*186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt ( i didn't mean for it to go that far )
187. Skipped all your school reunions
*188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language ( gestures )
189. Been elected to public office ( someday )
190. Written your own computer language
*191. Thought to yourself that you're living your dream ( once )
192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care
*193. Built your own PC from parts ( WACC )
194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn't know you
*195. Had a booth at a street fair ( m-ville )
*196: Dyed your hair ( black )
197: Been a DJ
*198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal ( that always sucks )
*199: Written your own role playing game ( took too much work )
*200: Been arrested ( running away from home )


GOOD CHARLOTTE

"The World Is Black"

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same d*** thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening

We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen

Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in His hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is He listening?

We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see

The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we've seen, seen, seen

Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same d*** thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening


SUM 41

"Slipping Away"

I'm slipping away
In every way
I can't stay awake
(and I don't know why)
I'm slipping away
(and I don't know why)

I'm trying to make it through each day
I'm falling apart now in every way
I'm finding it harder to get by
There's a hole in my heart
And I don't know why
Now I've come to realize

I'm slipping away


Thursday, January 13, 2005

RELIENT K
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"

I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...

'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.

I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.

And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.

This is no place to try and live my life.

[Pre-Chorus x2]
[Chorus]

Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...

So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.



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